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arguing uselessly with my bf, but good for the most part. not working much not drawing much plain not doing much okay, moving on! TO DO LIST: get new SSC get new copy of Birth Certificate get Direct Deposit for my job cancel citibank card look for a second/new job get bro a b-day gift renew antivirus stuff for computer get new shoes for work recent: watch rented movie return rented movie next tues. play games and try to actually have fun maybe visit skiba soon touch my lonely guitar try my best everyday to not be depressed no matter how scary the world is. remind myself i am in fact, not alone. i have mikey with me always no matter how much things seem to spiral downward. i need to try to pick myself back up. must stay positive, not just for me, but for mikey too. don't let the stress get to me. remember the love, remember the happiness. remember the days with no worry.
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Sorry LJ, been neglecting you my friend. But I guess its understandable considering me working now and making some cash. Not much, but its far better than nothing at all. And when I'm not working, I'm spending time with Mikey <3 And to be honest... I keep forgetting to check my e-mail. The things I've been working on (sort of) include: getting a new SSC, a new copy of my birth certificate, paying the college $333 I owe, paying $30 for my antivirus stuff, (getting a new phone?), having to pay to have my phone, paying rent??, and possibly having to pay $187 bill every month from my first yr at college. So that would leave me with....... negative dollars. Ain't that just GRAND? on a side note: I own a card now, so I must try and detain myself. no online shopping! Where are the restraints?! my new SN: Vanyllakissed my new DA account:http://Vanylla-kiss.deviantart.c A fresh start sort to speak. I want to focus on my character design (also anime and fantasy). No random shit. No experimental shit either. Just me and what I do (or what I WANT to do at least) boyfriend: everything is....okayyy... recently shattered my bfs heart a bit, by mistake... long story (not really) (idk) But now he's a bit touchie, a bit insecure, a bit hating himself. *shrugs* of course I care, but I don't know what to do. All I can do is be happy and smile for him. He needs the love to heal [and no taking that the wrong way> nothing has been happening with us for a while now] But the only good thing from this I can say is: I hope he understands how I felt in the past when he hurt me. It was worse then of course... but still. I keep neglecting FB and other sites I can't think of off the top of my noggin. Work tomorrow 11-2... maybe til 4 Idk yet, my boss hasn't gotten back to me. Looking forward to seeing Mikey, as always <3 Oh- and I had an allergic reaction for like a week, but its gone now. Skin is back to normal yay. Although I'd like more of a tan.... *needs to go to a beach* sleep times soon *dreams of getting highlights, going to the beach and making out with Mikey <3
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I;m thinking of maybe giving myself a new name, other than Blueskyiies for my DA. A new account for new stuff. But I don't know what name or when I'll do it. I DO really like Blueskyiies though... but I don't necessarily want to organize my current account. scrap everything, lol IDK Mikey went away for a whole week starting now. For his cousin's wedding. He gave me 40 bucks to get my hair done though. That was nice of him. <3 He says he's gonna get me gifts down there, lol. I always yell at him for spending money on me. My bro is turning 15 soon. @ the end of July. Right now I'm trying to decide what to do about life and college. I AM doing comissions on DA yay! MULA! Need the extra cash. I did get a job recently, so I'll be working. Yeah, thats pretty much it. Lame update, i know. Peace. -Maemae, the snow leopard.
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So... first year at CCNE is done with. I've decided that I'm not going back next semester. I need to tell Holly (my to be roommate) and mail her that Fern Gully movie that was accidentally left in my laptop when I returned home. She will be disappointed. I think she plans on leaving CCNE anyway to go to culinary school instead. She loves cooking. I was looking at Art Institute of Pittsburg again--online division, but I don't think that'll work out too well, at least not at this point in my life. My plus loan is turning my moms credit bad, so its not like I can get another loan for school under her name. I am highly reluctant to ask my nana either... Why drag everyone down with me? I think the best thing I can do for myself right now is get a job and WORK. Save money to get a car, help my mom with those plus loan payments, and not spend every dime I have on Mikey or myself, fast food or unnecessary things. I will look into college again a year from now. Til then, I will draw DRAW DRAW! And continue using my tablet and completing comissions for people via DA and FA. Character design is my focus, and so I think its time I cracked down on that. All I have to do now is tell everyone about my decision.... Hope my logic goes over well enough. Wish me luck!!! Mikey is waiting on college himself. He doesn't do so well when it comes to school, but he works hard at his 2 PT jobs! We'll be saving for an apartment ASAP. We prob wont get one for at least 2 more years though. I'm proud of him for getting his own savings account that his parents do not know about and cannot access =) IN OTHER NEWS: Alex is coming over tomorrow, and the next day, and the next day, and then he's going home. He'll be staying at Mike's house, but we'll hang out here. He knows about me and Mikey of course. He figured and Mikey confessed. But due to the fact that Mike's parents still think we're "just friends" we wont be hanging out at Mikey's. Besides, I have been to Mikey's since, "the incident" Psht WHATEVER. Mikey is MINE. I won him FAIR AND SQUARE. heh heh =D And now, me thinks I'd like a freeze pop...
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I'm back on my feet! [ for the moment] that's right. Going home this weekend lifted my spirits ^__^ I've got work to do for the Body Art Expo [I'm certaintly excited] I wonder which story or both I should be telling there. [?] And I've done it! My nose is successfully re-pierced. It is once more on the left of my nose [right if you're looking at me] and it is a cute little corkscrew ring with a clear stud. ^___^ And I realized what happened the last time I had my nose done... ...they did it wrong. No WONDER I had so many problems with the goddamn thing! ...Geez. But now it is in the proper place, about a centimeter above where it used to be [Idk measurements!?] And today was Mine and Mikey's 15 month ANNIVERSARY! [1 yr and 3 months] Our love lives on, yesh yesh. <3 I will be busy as a bee when I get back and settle in tomorrow at Chester. Mikey will spend some time there with friends and I before heading back to Rockland =( I will miss him. But in 1 month- I shall see him again!!!!~ I have yet to read 3 short stories [workshops for my classmates] I admit I'm tired right now. I feel as though I've had a long day. I've had a lot of Ibuprofen and Advil this weekend too. What I really wanted was a muscle relaxer. Urgh. But I am better, thankfully. I need to put together my Masquerade mask for the, ahem, euh... MASQUERADE. ^__^ It shall be fun. I have my little black dress to bring n wear. And I indeed call it "little black dress" because the straps are too short and my chest is too large for it. hahahaha but I am wearing a matching corset shirt over it anyways. So my outfit/mask colors will be Black and Red~ yay. <3 I wonder who the 1st person to notice my nose stud will be...... *ponders* -Mischievious Mistress p.s. Happy Anniversary Mikey <3 LOVE YOU.
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I'VE DECIDED. I'M GOING TO GET MY NOSE RE-PIERCED.
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...STILL HAUNTS ME... Why can't it just leave me alone? ___________________________ Things coming up: Sunday- EASTER Mon- classes Tuesday- SOC. Exam 3 Wed-classes Thursday- classes/ Josh's birthday/ Mikey comes to spend the day with me at Chester/ Mikey takes me home for the weekend Friday/Sat- Spend time with Mikey! and my family. Sunday- Mikey brings me back to Chester =( Things I must do this weekend: Laundry Readings make Soc flashcards and study! (maybe with candi) practive guitar Freetime writing freetime painting Take care of the 2 pets & 1 hamster I am petsitting freetime watch anime freetime watch 3 movies!! The Craft. Chicken Little. And All Dogs go to Heaven. <3 I already got 2 essays and a 14 pg short story out of the way ^__^ so I can enjoy my weekend more thoughroughly. Or so I thought. I nearly lost something that was not mine. Let it live! Oh, I gave myself a scare. Me thinks a break, some anime (hard liquor) and some serious SLEEP are in order now. May tomorrow bring future dreams to life~ -Black Devil with fur.
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Its official. (or will be so in 30 days) My old LJ account has been deleted. It will no longer exist. I thought I'd do a service to the online world (little as it is) and actually delete an account that I no longer use. ^__^ kind of like recycling. In other news: I'm getting tired of not being able to believe anyone anymore. People/friends have become increasingly suspicious. Will there be no end? No, probably not. And I am one ofthe last people to get involved in DRAMA shit. Here are some good examples, a list of me and my friends-back home and -at college. Back home: Skiba- Never had an arguement or fight, serious or otherwise. Been friends since 8th grade. Mikey- Never had a serious fight. Been friends since 8th grade, a couple since 2008. Colleen- Had small disagreements. Never had a fight with. Known each other since middle school/girl scouts. Felicia- Had small disagreements. One fight. She yelled-not me. Known each other since middle school. Jocelyn- Never had an arguement or fight, serious or otherwise. Known each other since middle school. Ashley- Never had a serious argument or fight. Known each other since before middle school. Ally- Never had an argument or fight, serious or otherwise. Been friends since 9th grade. Steph- Never had a serious fight. Been friends since 5th grade. Marie- Never had a serious fight or argument ever. Been friends since 8th grade. So as you can see... my friends and I don't fight. We don't cause drama. Now, college: Holly- had one small argument, one larger fight. It was dumb. We're friends again. We are stronger. known each other 2 semesters Rai- one small argument. It was dumb. known each other 1 semester. Matt- 2 or 3 arguments/fights?known each other 2 semesters. We are no longer friends because I have distanced myself from his destructive nature. Josie- one small issue. Idk if we're friends or not. I can live without her. known each other 2 semesters. Josh- one small argument. forgotten now. No big deal. We're friends to an extent I suppose. Known each other 2 semesters. Mary- Never argued or fought. Known each other 2 semesters. Amber- small argument. Known each other 2 semesters. Candi- Never fought or argued. known each other 2 semesters. Ama- Never fought, never argued. Known each other 1 semester. Kelly, Meg, Shawn, Colleen, Maura- Never fought or argued with. Known each other 2 semesters. At the end I grouped them, because I haven't hung out with them enough to be called friends. They are more like neighbors at the moment. But as you can see. More conflict in 2 semesters, than in 5, 6 years! Its ridiculous! Plans for the rest of the day: Shower. Relax. Write an essay or two. Read if I feel like it. Finish watching Young Frankenstein. Practice Guitar- Greensleeves melody. Woot. woot. woot.... Then talk to Mikey. Then Bed. ZzzZzzZzz... Maybe a few X factors thrown in there along the way *shrugs* But that is the "plan" anyway. Peace. ~Rabbit Doubt [That's actually the name of a manga on http://www.onemanga.com ]
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Lazy weekend nearly concluded now. I've barely done anything close to homework. I've mostly eaten chips and dip, bought more of it, and done it again while watching anime, and a couple movies "A beautiful Mind" --> based on a true story of some guy with scitzophrenia (spelling, much? ---and "Trainspotting"---> a 90's movie about heroine etc. for drug awareness of the time. And the main character looks like my friend Tom N. hahaha. I noticed 3 seconds into the film. So similar looking-its ridiculous! And Holly was nice enough to let me watch those movies ^_^ Kept my mind off the thunder storm. I haven't been neglecting my homework or anything. I don't have much at the moment. But I feel sense of doooom approaching. I only have a month of school left really... the work load is gonna pile up. Pre-stress, if you will. I continually seem to find myself bored too. A sad thing really. I hope I don't break down before the actual work presents itself. I may shut down and not do anything, forcing my grades, as well as my psyche to suffer along with it. I dropped some friends of mine. I decided that in the long run, we can't be friends. I'll keep my real friends and I can't tolerate the FAKE ones anymore. They are mere aquaintences now, like we were never friends. Yay, I think I've grown a little as a person, although peter wont be too happy with that, muhahahaha! Sorry, PAN. I'm sick of people telling me that they'll do something, and then they DON'T DO IT. I'm also sick of other people. It's really starting to take a toll on me here... I'm about ready to explode. And nothing recently has happened to make me sizzle and pop. Maybe all the little things are adding up.. What to do, what to do... who knows? Maybe smacking my head off a wall will do me some good. Don't worry, I'll do it outside. Fresh air is good for me, right? ~_~ I need a job. Help me find one! Naw...jk. I just hope that it doesn't take me half a summer to actually find a job. I really NEED the money. Without it, I can't take my classes.... and I'm at an ART COLLEGE for a reason. >.< I will have anime-filled weekends, long naps during the weeks and short spurts of time in classes, half-ass doing homework, or haning with friends. It is getting nicer out. Rai is having problems. I feel bad for her. Felicia got rearended and couldn't come see me today either. Now it looks like I've lied about a friend coming to visit me. How pathetic am I? I accpeted a poptart from Josh today. I happened to be there. Stop telling me he likes me. How can we ever manage to be friends if you tell me things like that? I want to learn about all the games he plays. I love video games. I want to study game characters and draw some myself. Why must you prevent me from approaching my one good source for that? I told Maura we'd watch Angel this Sunday-today. Yeah... not gonna happen unless its after I talk to Mikey on the phone. He said he was gonna call. He hasn't. But that's ok. I"LL WAIT LONGER. I may just hang up on him once he calls and turn my phone off. Make him miss me. I'm sick of missing him. I want him to visit me already! AHHH!!!! I'm going insane. My sister is back with Anthony W. --> EW. But *shrugs* Hey, it's her funeral after all. Maybe I can sell her stuff once she goes and buy back all the stuff she's ever taken from me. That'd be nice. I need some things now. Clothes, a car, money for art supplies. Yeah. Why wont people shower? Don't they want to smell clean? nice? like vanilla or strawberries or old spice? Axe? tag? No? no.... they don't. They want to smell gross. look gross. BE GROSS. Well, I personally think that we should send them away. Have a "clean people's dorm" and a "icky people's dorm" I don't think people would disagree. Except maybe for the icky people. They wont want to be excluded from our cleanliness, but oh well. At least they'd be singled out so we can throw them overboard. ^__________^ Urgh. College. Urgh Dumb people. Urgh My Life thus far. Urgh for what to come. Urgh in gerneral. URGH. GOOD NIGHT! -Para Fucking Dice
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This weekend so far is uneventful. It's boring. Life is boring. I played guitar, I made of list of things I SHOULD do... but that doesn't mean I'll do anything on that list. Most of it involves reading short stories, writing a short story myself, and make flashcards. But eh, I'm lazy. No motivation. I haven't eaten anything today either. It's strange. I don't feel hungry. I woke up with hunger growing until my eyes opened. But today is a crappy day. Rain, rain, rain, Urgh. I don't want to go out in that just for food. I slept through breakfast. I went without lunch, and I'll miss dinner too. I mean of course, unless someone I know comes and DRAGS me out with them to get some food at the cafe. I want dip for my remaining chips. I want the rain to stop. I want to be amazing at my guitar without trying. I want to pass my classes with my eyes closed. I want my boyfriend here to keep me company. I want my friends to be more reliable. I want to scowl at those that don't matter. I want to have my own room when I return home. I want to make money easily this summer. I want to get over myself already and drive. I want to see my cats, and then get a rabbit. I want to lose weight without trying again. I want to have fun. I want more time to watch all the anime I want. I want my things to remain mine and not have them stolen by my sister. I want to stop worrying about everything. I want to hang out with new friends and leave the monsters behind. For the mostpart, I feel like I'm going NOWHERE. ~Nominal Pupil
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Never have I ever been raped in real life OR the dream world. Now I can no longer say that, for it has happened. And furthermore, it was with a woman. She is unlike any other woman or girl I have ever met. She must've been a prositute of some kind, but I did not hire her. The dream gave me the haunting feeling like someone put her up to it. I remember things I'd like to forget. Perhaps they will fade with time. I remember having goosebumps upon remembering this nightmare of sorts. Why a woman? In all such instances of rape, isn't the expectation of a man? I admit I cannot see myself with any other than Mikey. Maybe then, is the offset chance that it was a woman in my dream. But it could be something else. I have a certain chemistry with a particular girl I know. She makes me laugh with a mere look. She makes me feel like no one else has. I would not call this love, nor desire. But then again, this dream came to me. I would not say it was enjoyable, but the pleasury of sex I presume caused me great mixed feelings. An unwanted blush perhaps. I shall not go into detail what this woman was doing to me, but she was wearing red lingerie and heavy makeup like that of a hooker. We were nowhere private. Others in the dream could easily see us in a corner. I tried keeping my eyes closed. But I wonder how one does that in a dream? But wherever this dream came from, I do not know. It was a short chapter among my blend of dreams throughout the night. I do remember other parts of my dream that included my apartment back in Rockland, arguing with my mother, being treated like a child, hanging out with this kid Kenny who tried to seduce me a few times in my room in this same dream. I alwyas wished for Mikey to come to the rescue. Somehow he was always late. Another part included me being lost in Rockland, as if coming back to a changed town, a different world. I remember there being 2 new Wendy's on Union Street. hahaha. But aside from everything, family members, aquaintences, faceless people... I cannot help but wonder of myself. I once asked Mikey how he'd react if I told him one day that I kissed a girl. Those who know me, know of where my curiosity leads me... Hopefully I will not be led any further than I have been. Mikey replied that he wouldn't mind me having a girlfriend, that he may be jealous to a point, but not in the same way as if I were to have another boyfriend. He would murder any such person, and not forgive me for such treason.. which I understand completely. I suppose I feel the same. If he were to like a guy (not in a million years..) I would not mind him having a boyfriend, but I am to be the only woman in his life, or else the poor soul of another female would surely die. So I ponder myself. I cannot know myself the best. Sometimes MIkey knows me better than I. I know him better than he as well. Even my friends say that I'm the straightest person they know ^___^ I like to say that I am proud of that fact. And then my dreams throw me for a loop. I'll simply call it a nightmare for now, and move on. I just hope I have not repressed anything to myself and have been lying this whole time. What a twist that would be, eh? I turn out to be bisexual or lesbain, ha! More like pansexual, or some other nonsense! -Sakora Dreams [p.s. this penname thing is fun!]
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Well, seeing as I haven't posted anything in ages now it seems, I think I shall. If thou shalt spill soda, let it be Sprite! (for it does not stain as cola might) Apparently my dear friend Amber had the honor of soiling the new furnature in the meeting room. She spilled Sprite on the new sofa cushions. lol Aside from that, college is going fine. I wish this semester would end already, though I feel like it never began. I wonder if that is a bad thing. I hope I do not dwindle into nothingness and stupidity. I would certaintly like to pass. hahaha. I fret too much for my own good. But seriously, I feel as though I haven't leanred much of anything. Although I can say that I have been on a very nice roll with my creative writing. I have written 3 (super) short stories recently. I like 1 of the 3. The other 2 need work. My abilities are growing, becoming stronger. I am to take Advanced Fiction next semester. Let's hope I am ready for it! ^__^ I miss Mikey and I wish to see him this April. He should come rescue me and take me home for the weekend. (Well, if THAT wording wasn't taken so strangely..) But in all seriousness, I love him and I need him here with me. I believe he wishes toattend my college. I am helping him out this summer so he will be ready. He plans to attend this up coming fall or next spring. But he must of course be accepted. AND tell his parents.. I'm not sure how that'll go over. But I know that if he comes to my school I will be able to help him out 1 on 1. I'd like to assit him so he shall succeed! I suppose his last school was too hard for him. He was ashamed of himself and refused to ask anyone for help. He ended up withdrawing of course, due to absences... And he owes his parents a good deal of money that he wasted. 6 thou. He was ready to give up on college. He said he wasn't ready. He wanted to wait. But I assured him his road would get only harder if he waited. He needed to learn and practice skills always, before they are too rusted over in his mind. I think he felt comfort in what I had to say. He'd like to go to Chester for graphic design, or Interdisiplinary. This summer I will work with him with his writing skills, and help him build a presentable portfoilio. The requirements are loose enough, that I think he'll do fine. Unfortunately, I do not know his high school GPA. That may be a problem, but I'm hoping it's not. If this doesn't work out for him, then we will try to find a trade school for him, some place where he wont need to learn anything unnecessary and work on his trade, his skill. We haven't a clue what that might be yet, though. We're hoping we wont need to think about it. My plan this summer is to make me some mula. I'm going to need 200 in art supplies at least and then some for books.. I also owe the school 338 cash and I have no idea how to pay it. I suppose loans can't cover everything.. I really hope I can get loans renewed so I can attend my college all 4 years. I don't know what I'd do if I suddenly had to stop going. That wouldn't be fair. I refuse to go anywhere else. The administration might suck, but the classes are what I'm looking for. I'm not saying Oh woe is me, but rather Oh woe foreshadows me. But again, I worry too much for my own good. *shrugs* CLASSES next semester: Primary Studios Figure Drawing Geometry Advanced Fiction Problems in Philosophy (I hope my schedule/classes don't change) Yep, its going to be an expensive semester next fall. Let's hope I make it! -Alice Voice [ p.s. the pen name came to me in a dream. I made her a character of mine. I thought I'd try out her name. lol ]
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You know what I realized lately? I have a lot of hate. And a lot of pent up confusion, frustration, and stress. Hate for people I hardly know. People in the past. They shouldn't matter, they don't. And yet, when I come across them, I frown my eyebrows as if in concentration. I breathe and relax, forget them, and move on with my day. Why should this be happening? These people did nothing. AH, but one of them DID do something, and there lies my concern. Then we have Mikey. I love Mikey. Love cannot actually convey my true feelings though, and he agrees. I have been calmer lately. For a while it made me wonder what was wrong with me. I realize now that my insecurities have dimmed down. Not for me, but for him. I wonder if they are somehow repressed.. It makes me confused, I waste energy over things I shouldn't be wasting it on. Why should it matter is someone I knew at one time doesn't contact me ever again? If they don't care... why should I? (mikey's excluded from this of course) I cant help but miss the people I like, or once liked. And yet, the way I have been shown such...dull emotion and mindless awknowledgement... I don't think I'd like that any more than someone kicking me in the chest. I need to better myself and not worry about people I used to care about. Especially if they don't care about me. I will not erase them, don't get me wrong. But they will become a mere aquantance, who I will not remember having cared for at any point in my life. If I were a safeguard, I will get nowhere. But if I take things in a new light, maybe I can get through it. But are those two things the same thing? Idk. p.s. mikey's b-day is february 17th woot! he's gonna be 19! Congrats Mikey! I'd ship myself to you if i could! XD
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Happy Hoildays everyone! I hope you all are enjoying your day! I got an external hardrive (500), some other neat things including a shaggy purple rug! (i'm hip, yo), and i have yet to open my gifts from mikey cuz i haven't seen him at all today (yet) BUT HOPEFULLY he'll be back around 8..or 9..or, yeah, and then he can get his dragon gifty from me and I can get whatever he made me and whatever his mom bought me for xmas! My cats got "Thing in a Bag" for xmas. >.> yeah it moves all on its own and man does cloey jump a mile. 8ball just kind of tried to sleep on it -_-'' Also, i got my sister to finally use her DA wolfcloud.deviantart.com woot! (cuz she finally got her digital camera) Enjoy a happy new year! love, jaci
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Thanks to my miraculous cramming today from 3 to 6, I'm 99.9% sure I aced my art history exam!!!!! :) I woke up this morning unsure if I would even bother going to the 7-9:50pm class. I'm only failing it with a 53% on my 1st test, which is pretty much the only grade in the book, besides pointless homework assignments that barely boost my grade a hair. I have to get my Biplar Disorder research paper done, supposedly due tomorrow now, rather than next Tuesday. I e-mailed my teacher letting him know I'm not gonna have my paper. It's impossible to get such a task done. I need 5 sources. At least some be have to be book sources. I'm trying to find articles online so it counts as an article and not online. I don't even know the format for my citations. Oh well. *FAILZ* I did laundry this morning too! I also ate like a COW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woc a woc a woc a (hahaha, get it?) And I apologize for my previous entry. For some reason part of it is WHITE, and I can't fix it!!! O_O; I'm going to Mikey's college next Tuesday and heading home Wednesday. Mikey wants Thanksgiving with me this year, so I must go deal with the Devil's Snared Wench. MOM. Hopefully it'll turn out okay. I'm SOOOO gonna drag him to all the x-mas parties I have to attend during the holidays and imma kidnap him on x-mas!!!! Now I need a haircut, cya fwends! -Jaci
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I was thinking of becoming an RA in future years, maybe as a junior or a senior, or 2nd semester sophmore even. But I want my friend Holly to be an RA as well.
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Hello. I have slowly, but surely been rebuilding my ipod. Whee! However I still lack All-American Rejects, MCR, Simple Plan, Kelly Clarkson, Korn, Disturbed, the Used, Ra, Blink-182, Linkin Park, the offspring, counting crows, gin blossums, etc. etc. Luckily my friend Pat gave me all his led zepplin. boy, was that a long file transfer XD No sweat tho. hopefully my next semester classes will be composition & literature, Art histoy II, World civ. II, intro to fiction, and applied guitar & bass. yep, no art class!!!!!! (cuz im poor and can't afford supplies until next fall). =( Today is Mikey Thursday however, and so- I get to see mikey!!!!!!!!!!!! wheeee!!!!!!!! I <3 and miss him. and nows i get to kiss him! +^_^+ eventually i'll get an external hard drive. ... hopefully for x-mas. 250 GB I'm hoping. and preferably not a little portable one. I no wants to lose it or make it more accessible to steal O_O. I kills u and ur childrens. i want to get people gifts for x-mas, but i ish lacking in the monies agains. I may as well just make things again *sigh* $2 canvases! woot! may as well paint for funs! like funky abstract letters! lol jk idk oh well.life. cya for nowz -jaci
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YAY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey, surprisingly I'm not trick-or-treating this year. (or AM I?) But I AM dressing up. Yay costumes. I has a corsette, black skirt, and my awesome Hot Topic boots ready to go with a very gothic looking choker I'm gonna wear. Yay punk goth vampire in black and red. I havent decided if I wanna look dead or not yet. maybe some eye makeup, but I might not want to go too full out, if I'm going to be having sex. haha. JK But I am being picked up this thursday by Mikey and I'm spending the weekend at his school UMASS Dartmouth. I'll get to play Fable II on Xbox 360, maybe pick up Spore for my computer while I'm down there too. <3 yay games! I've thought about what I want to get ppl. My mom & sister-something from bath & body works. Billy and Matt-a videogame.. lol and mikey, well. i can't post that here, cuz he sometimes reads my LJ. But his gifty is the best ^_^ and even tho its not a game or anything active like that, he'll love it. *shrugs* maybe in the years to come, mikey will get that sword he's always wanted. I could always ask my dad for one. Trust me, OBSCURE REQUEST= ask my dad. He'll get it. haha. I really would like to catch up on some anime. I have a huge list. Unfortunately, my laptop is a retard with anything i want to download AND install. So no firefox for me! Not yet at least. For x-mas I hope to get an external harddrive to back up my computer, then I can fix my computer so it doesn't stop every download at 99% when most of the time it's done and should say 100%. and then it will go straight to install, instead of me fishing through my computer for downloads and then having them not run or install or save for me. =( damn you Ritsuka!! My cell phone has not been shut off for 3 weeks. Not once. And it hasn't randomly shut off either *knocks on wood* I mean, when I'm good about it and shut it off for a day or night, or BOTH, it'll still randomly shut off. The other say actually, it fell on the floor from my desk cuz i stepped on the charger chord while getting up, and it said inactice chip or something on it. I thought I'd lose all my data. Then the screen went black and I assumed it was gonna turn off on me. it was responding, and mikey was trying to call. Half a ring and it stopped. I threw it across the room and flat SMACK against the wall. Then I got a call from my mema. which i couldn't answer, but this meant my phone was still on and working, so I went and got it. I hate when I spin the wheel.* *spin the wheel/spun the wheel==> reference to an inside joke where a member of the party is in one mood, following an event that drastically changes the mood, usually a bad turn of events rather than good. |
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Hey everyone! Sorry I haven't updated in a while and I haven't gotten around to reading your journals. ^_^''' College life is just sooo busy. But this month, I love this month, there is/was a lot to look forward to. =) There was the GAY-LA dance last night, in promotion to the gay/straight alliance here at chester. They held a dance last night for gay and lesban couples. It was encouraged for everyone to bring a date, even if they weren't gay or lesban. I went with my friend Josie. It was an okay turnout. There were virgin drinks and Skittles -taste the rainbow. Matt, Josie and I all hung out and had a good time. Yeah Emett practically gave everyone a lapdance. XD He danced even with me. Let me say he WAS the life of the party for sure. He was even one of the kings of the dance. Josh, his date, was the other king. Brianna and her gf Sam were the queens. I voted for all these people. Let me say, I know winners when I see them.~_^ Oct 13th= no classes!!!!!!!! (which means just World civ. lol) But also, one drawing class and one psych class was already cancelled. wwoooott!!!!!!!!!!!!! Unfortunately, i failed my 1st art history test. heh, heh >.> class average= 68% so at least we know it's not entirely MY fault. 115 dollars Mikey and I owe my mom via cell phone bill. @_X Mikey's been sick and I've been doing my best to take care of him through the phone. haha. But he's almost all better thanks to me! And rest, and time. I miss him. <3 Oct 17th he comes to visit me here at Chester. He has the directions (finally) and I can't wait to see him wooooot! I'm having roommate issues and I thought if Holly and Erika were having issues, then Holly and I could be roommates instead. If all 4 of us agree, we'd be able to switch rooms. HOWEVER (and I hate this however....ahem) Both parties must do everything possible to make it so both can co-exist peacefully. But I don't like ym roommate in the least. There is not one thing I like about her. And this past weekend I've spent all my time in my friends room because her roommate went home this weekend. I've been sooo happy, it's ridiculous. I don't have any desire to be her friend. it's bad enough we have all the same classes. I can't wait til next semester when that changes. AND HALLOWEEN is this month <3 Only my favorite holiday ever! Mikey is coming to get me and I'm gonna stay at his school ^_^ We're gonna be punk/goth vampires. It'll be fun. :) Spore is an awesome game. I love it. I want spore! It's amazing. I love creating my own creatures, and watching them grow from cell stage, lol. gonna go hang out after I shower. i fell bleh. toodles! <3
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Watching WONDERFALLS show on DVD in the tv room here at Chester. Mikey's gone home this weekend. I'll miss him more knowing he's there and not at college. =/ Cuz I am. I'm at college. But October 17th, Mikey will be coming up here to see me and we'll be together for our 9 month anniversary. ^_^ yaaay! Maybe we can see a movie? I know there are places in Derry, and Manchester and in other towns around Chester. watching. then food. then computer games. then talk to mikey. then sleep. nai
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